iain and darren are poops and harry isnt :)

hello :)

update time me thinks!!

I have realised that with iaian it was a wanting what i couldnt have thing and that he is just like darren, a big smelly poo head who isnt worth the hassle. so he hasnt heard from me for 5 days now and its been great as havent even thought bout him much.

I had 2 dreams about darren on saturday night which were really weird and i had another dream about him last night, wish he would just bog off out my head cause he is not worth the thought power!! stupid big smelly man who i wasted lots of life time on (2-3 years really but felt much longer lol)

I was out today with karin and harry we went to glenrothes to meet harry for lunch it was a really nice day i enjoyed myself. started liking him again (have done for a while but im making sure it isnt just a lonelyness thing or a wanting what i cant have thing like with iain so not doing anything about it just now) anyway it is bed time and im soooo tired. up at 630 for a possible exam, not sure if it will be on tomorrow or not though as my lecturer went off over a week ago with appendicitis and my other lecturer mentioned he had taken quite poorly in hospital so prob isnt back for the rest of semester. uh oh!!

Niiiggghtt xxx